Feelings, hurts, LiFe, LoVe, thought provoking, Thoughts

“INCOMPLETE STORY”

I TRIED TO COPE UP WITH EVERYTHING, 

SEEMS LIKE DESTINY HAS PLANNED SOMETHING…!

WE SPENT TIMES TOGETHER AT EVENING,

BUT THE THOUGHTS CAME WAS,IS IT THE FEELING OF MELTING…!

WE PLANNED LOTS N LOTS,

BUT SEEMS BOTH ARE TIED IN DIFFERENT KNOT’S…!

FEELINGS OF FEAR DOESN’T DIMINISH,

AND THE CONTROL OF LUST IS GOING TO  FINISH…!

THE THING OF BEAUTY IS ALWAYS IN YOUR EYES,

THOUGH I ALWAYS SAW YOU AS BRIGHT STARS AT THE SKY…!

THERE IS SOMETHING LEFT IN OUR PATHS,

THINKING ABOUT THOSE AGAIN MY EYES HAS TAKEN BATHS…!

THERE WAS A BEAUTIFUL FLOWER WE FOUND IN PAST,

AND THAT FEELING OF FLOWER WE COULDN’T CAST..!

TIME WILL NOT STOP FOR ANYONE,

THOUGH WE ALSO PUT THAT FLOWER IN TRASH,

AND WE THOUGHT THAT WE THE MEMORY WILL SMASH,

BUT THE TIME HAS NO ANSWER HOW TO FORGET SOMEONE…!

THE PAIN OF FLOWER STILL REMAINS SAME,

WE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO SHOULD BE BLAME…!

THERE IS SOME WORK HAS TO BE DONE BEFORE LEAVING FROM WORLD,

BECAUSE WITHOUT THIS EVERYTHING WILL BECOME CURLED…!

A PROMISE TO MYSELF I’LL KEEP MY WORDS TILL LAST,

A PROMISE TO IMPROVE OUR FAULTS MADE IN PAST…!

 NOT LEAST BUT LAST I WISH I COULD  COMPLETE OUR INCOMPLETE STORY!

 

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ETERNITY, Feelings, LiFe, LoVe, STARS, thought provoking, Thoughts, unconditional

”THE FAULTS OF OUR STARS”

STANDING AT THE ROOFTOP…WATCHING THAT BLACK SKY FULL OF STARS…TWINKLING N BRIGHT ONES,

HAVING CONVERSATION WITH THEM!!!

“ALL I WANT IS YOU”

SEARCHING OUR STARS, THAT IS IN THE SAME SKY BUT AT OWN PLACES….BUT FROM HERE IT SEEMS VERY CLOSE TO EACH OTHER’S!!!

WHAT’S THE FAULT IN OUR STARS TRYING TO FOUT OUT!!!

“TAKE MY SOUL OR TAKE MY BODY”

ALL I WANT IS YOU, ALL I NEED YOU TO FIND SOMEBODY LIKE ME,

“TAKE MY SOUL OR TAKE MY BODY”

MAYBE THEN WE’LL KNOW THE FAULTS!!!!

I’M STARING AT THE MOON AND YOU’RE JUST BY MY SIDE’

ALL THE HORIZONS DRAWN OUR PICTURES AT THE MIDNIGHT  BLACK SKY’

(THINKING)

AGAIN STARING THE MOON’

‘THOUGHTS THAT CHANGE OUR THINKING PERSPECTING,

THOUGHTS THAT MADE YOU HAPPY,

THOUGHTS THAT MADE YOU TO BELEIVE IN YOURSELF,

THOUGHTS THAT MADE YOU TO GO FORWARD IN EVERY WAY’

NOW, EVEN  HAS ESCAPED BEHIND THE CLOUDS’

I STARRED CONTINUOUSLY AT THE MOON…!

GOT IT’

OFCOURSE THE COLD BREEZES MAKING US SHIVERING, WHILE  THE OWLS AND BATS MADE SOME NOISES AROUND US’

STILL, WE ARE THERE AT SKY, WITH MOON AND STARS

SEARCHING THE FAULTS OF OUR STARS!

ISN’T THE FAULT OF OUR STARS?

IS IT?

“OR IT’S JUST  SERENDIPITY”

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Beneath the stains of time!!!! 

In my breath resides just your name

You’re there in my days and nights, 

You’re there in my silences as well as talks,

I don’t know how much I love you but can’t live without you,

In my heart resides only you, 

Each breath there is your fragrance 

Everyday I dreamed of you 

I see you everywhere…!!! 

In flowers, garden…!!!

I always think about you wherever it is day or night 

I deceive my heart to not miss you, but my heart isn’t stopping 

I can’t do anything!!! 

Don’t know how to dissappear my feelings beneath the stains of time….!!!! 

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Feelings, hurts, LiFe, LoVe, Thoughts

The STORMS….!!!!!

Just few days ago, a storm passed and took everything.  Suddenly everyday routine changed, suddenly the winds changed their ways…!!! 

Seems like everything changing. Thinking, priorities, you & me. Only the things doesn’t change yet is my feelings though your too but you know very well how to hide(emotional intelligence)  but always you forgot you can’t lie or hide to me anything. And my problem is I can’t tell lie to you but I can hide from you. We were used to have many things in a day. 

By sitting at corridor,faded n foggy lights, all over dark behind the lights only I listen the the sparkling of leaves while cold air trying to connect with me. All over the silence n scared too I’m. I don’t like darks but somehow me n dark became friends now from few days. Where he became friend of his nostalgic n insomniac nights, I’m trying to become stars n moon n sun n everything for him…who knows when he needs me or I need him. Trying to get closer to him not physically but in his environment because I want to watch him each peace of time n live the moment. 

Somehow both are trying to manges everything . Both are parting ways but never forgot to read each others conversation,never forgot to visit their profiles, n never forgot to see each other in pictures. 

Difference is I everyday expressed my love to him n he successfully managed to hide. Both are trying hard. 

We both are ready to take a step forward but still the connection between us is too strong. Even if we are not with each other but we both are together in hearts 💕…!!!! 

Still watching your smiling face n missing those dimples, the dimples I love the most.  

Still searching those comfort which we used to give each others in arms.

Still….!!! 
Just waiting for to stop the storms. When it’ll going to stop. 

#destroyed 

The storms. 

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~~THREAD~~(me n my shadow) 

THERE WAS A THREAD BETWEEN THEM,BROKED

ON THE WAY WAS PROBABLY BROKEN,SOME FELT OVER

SLOWLY SLOWLY…ALL

N it’s continuing…!!! 

Why people loved so much….??? 

Why she loved where she knows nothing will happen??? 

Now she’s asking to  herself.. Now what?

She lost completely but she has still some of his fragrances….!!!

Seems like again she’s facing same thing… But this time she’s more weak..!!!

She’s making herself hard…!!!

She stands in front of mirror asking me- why???? 

I replied, watching her in mirror, ‘even I don’t know ‘

Both smiled at the same time with a little bit of wetty eyes..!!

But didn’t make an eye contact…!!!! 

She’s just trapped herself in past memories and stopped her emotions to fall…!!!

She’s making strength with her emotions.. Let’s see how far can she go….!!! 

How far I know her, she’ll lost again her path definitely because in her way everywhere his fragrances are spread….!!! 

Where she can go..!!!

Probably she’ll not talked with him, she’ll happy without him , but still in her time she’ll definitely cry…!!

I saw her crying many times while she was talking with everyone with fake smile!!!! 

I told her many times don’t go,don’t do…but she never listened me…!!!

She wanted to love him madly… She did..

She wanted nothing but him..!!

But she can’t…!!! 

I met her when she started loving him and today again I met when she planning to separate!!!!! 

What a big difference… Isn’t it? 

She changed totally..!! 

She she she….!!! 

Still love him madly…..!!

#yes_it_is_obsession 

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ETERNITY, Feelings, intoxication, LoVe, Thoughts

DEFINED ETERNITY…!!!

DAYS WENT OUT, NIGHT WENT OUT

TIME CHANGED,RELATIONSHIPS CHANGED

IT FELT LIKE A LITTLE BIT MORE LOVE

KEEPING YOUR EYES LIKE TAKING AGES

WOKE UP AT MIDNIGHT, WHEN YOUR PICTURE WAS IN THE HANDS

OUTSIDE IT WAS RAINING, AND COLD BREEZES TOUCHES MY BODY AS A REMINDER OF YOUR TOUCH

SILENCE WAS LITTLE SHADE….SSHHHH!!!

THAT MOON WAS LOOKING AT THE WINDOWS, WAS SPILLS LIGHTS.

THERE WAS A SOUND IN HEART,FELT LIKE YOU CALLED ME .

INTOXICATION..AGAIN

WEATHER CHANGED, WINDS CHANGED

HOW FAR WE CAME…!!!

EVERYONE SAYS IT’S EASY TO FORGET…!!

BUT HOW CAN WE FORGET SOMEONE ,IF EVERYTHING IS LINKED TO THEM??

COLD BREEZES, MORNING FOG, SMELL OF WET SOIL,RAINDROPS,THE FIRST RAYS OF THE SUN-YOUR FACE,MIDNIGHT SHOWER DROP ON FACE,EVERYTHING.

I WISHED TO GROW OLD WITH YOU,BUT NOT.

EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU IS STILL NOT ENOUGH.

ETERNITY IS IN YOUR EYES AND LIPS AND NECKLINE.

JUST ONE SMILE.

TIME IS TOO SLOW FOR THOSE WHO WAIT,AND TOO FAST FOR THOSE WHO NOT,AND FOR ME IT’S ETERNITY,NO TIME.

JUST GRANT ME ETERNITY IN YOUR ARMS…PLEASED

REALLY WISHED I COULD TURN BACK THE TIME AND FIND YOU SOONER AND LOVED YOU LITTLE MORE.

WISH TO LIT IN YOUR ETERNAL LOVE FOREVER

WISH TO TAKE BLISS OF YOUR ETERNAL LOVE

WISH TO TAKE YOUR ETERNAL LOVE

SAW YOU IN WAVES OF OCEAN,LISTENED YOUR DESIRES IN RAIN

FELT YOU IN BREEZES…!!!

REMEMBERED…ONCE YOU SENT ME BREEZES WHILE WAS SLEEPING.

TAKES FEW MOMENTS TO END EVERYTHING..IS IT?

WITH ALL THE CHERISH MOMENT I WOULD TO GO WITH  YOU.

ETERNITY MEANS INFINITE…!!

WE DEFINED OUR PERPETUITY……………………………………………STOP

BUT CAN’T  DEFINE MY ETERNITY LOVE FOR YOU.

 

 

 

 

 

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ATTACHMENTS…!!!!

Is being attached with someone that much painful sometimes?? 

Attachment… What is attachment???  Any idea??  For her it’s him,but for him it’s just a bondage.

 A girl  started chatting with a guy. She knows him, but in her mind there’s a different personality. Still both started following each other. From the start the guy was very much sure that he hasn’t fallen for her. And she’s also known.  But then she started falling for him. Each day, everyday,everytime she started thinking about him, watching him.

She’s started flying,singing, dancing on street, making fun… She found herself in him. She’s just started living her dreams… He’s also giving his love to her. He too started caring for her. She’s just flying. But she had made mistake.  She found her dream,her life in him. In his smile,she completely lost herself forever.  She started loving like anything even though she knows he doesn’t. He’ll never. 

Is she doing right??? For her it is. But for him…!!

Everything is going well with the combination of colors of emotions. But what is this… What she’s observing is that there are some hidden words coming between both of them… Like, attachment, kidding…!! So what. What’s the problem if she’s attached to him too much?? What’s the problem if she behaves like a kid sometime? 

Seems like now it’s become bondage for him… What should she do now? She should leave silently or  should she just move on now? Or she should wait for something positive to happen?  She’s so confused now. He’s is very confident with his words. 

Both start having sleepless nights together in two very different places. He’s still awake n thinking…. She’s also still awake n watching his pics. Everything is clear to both of them; then why she doesn’t understand that anything is going to happen anytime. Who’s going to face problems…She??  No, both of them have to face it.  Even though he’s denying….but he forgets that though she doesn’t know him very well but she can recognize him whenever he’d be sad. He also knows these things.  Still he’s behaving like mature person while still being a kid. Still she’s thinking… Is she mad or trying with her heart to become mad?? 

Lots of things she’s thinking at the same time, not for herself but for him. Is she’s completely lost? She’s just watching him smiling in pics. Staring like anything. Asking him… Is getting attached to you is really bothersome for you ???  If yes then she has to leave him because she can’t stay away from him being his girl. Even though she doesn’t want… She knows very well,it is not that easy like she’s writing. Yes she’s living in her world of fantasies where she believes some miracle will happen. And the problem is he’s living in very much practical world where there’s no place for miracle. Still she waits no matter what would happen… It’s neither his fault nor her…because he always stopped her from  falling for him but what she  does is she falls… She’s is not that much practical like him… She needs to understand. She can’t live every dream just by keeping faith on miracles.

Now atleast she knows that there is no word called miracle in her world… She’s being practical from now on,like him.

Planning to start new journey of life but without him…. Even though she knows she can’t be without him….!!!!

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